I saw more clearly than ever that the first great and
primary business to which I ought to attend every day was to have my soul happy
in the Lord. The first thing to be
concerned about was not how much I might serve the Lord, how I might glorify
the Lord, but how I might get my soul into a happy state and how my inner man
may be nourished …. I saw that the most
important thing I had to do was to give myself to reading of the Word of God
and meditation on it. – George MĂĽller
(as quoted in John Piper’s Desiring God)
I will never forget a conversation with a therapist about a
boy who was a resident in the facility where I briefly worked. I had giving him a series of tests, the
results of which looked normal. As the
therapist and I discussed the tests, I remarked that the boy did not seem to
have any real issues that would require being confined. She replied, “Just one. He’s German Catholic.” The therapist was, too.
The idea that Christianity is a religion of sacrifice,
suffering, and misery is fairly wide-spread – especially, it seems sometimes,
among Christians. Some Christians try to
get out of this with a gospel of health, wealth, happiness, and positive
thinking. Bad things are simply not
accepted. Anything bad that happens is a
result of a “bad confession”. Frankly my
wife gets into this mode now and then and tells me that if I would not call a
piece of equipment “junk” (or worse, depending on how long I’ve tried to make
it function) I would not have so much trouble with it. I am not responsible for Microsoft Windows
being a crap OS or Italian steel being Fra-Jah-LEE
or HP building obnoxious, temperamental boxes -- let alone all the other ills and
spills of the world.
If I reject that approach, is the only course left just to
sing: “Doom, despair and agony on me/ Deep, dark depression excessive misery/
If it weren’t for bad luck, I’d have no luck at all/ Doom, despair and agony on
me”? That’s the reason that Piper
wrote his book promoting what he calls Christian Hedonism – the idea that a
Christian’s very purpose is to be happy – wherein he explores our beliefs about
God’s sovereignty, about conversion, love, worship, Scripture, prayer, money,
marriage, etc. I think I’ve mentioned
this book before. Actually Piper starts
out pretty well, but he gets really pedestrian throughout most of the
text.
No publisher is going to pay a writer for a couple of quotes
from Jonathan Edwards, Luther, and MĂĽller tied together with a couple thousand
word essay. But it would have been a
much better book.
That’s one of the problems with way too much evangelical
discourse. The writers and speakers feel
compelled to make it relatable in a context.
They think they have to go into detailed explanations of how to “honor
God” in your marriage and with your money and on your job. Why can’t you just tell me what you know
about God (ah, that might be the rub),
shut up, and I’ll figure out the rest.
What’s the matter? You all think
you’d be out of a job if you couldn’t tell sheep how to eat grass? A shepherd’s job is not to teach sheep how to
be sheep. It is to lead them up to
higher, better pastures and protect them from the wolves.
Anyway, as MĂĽller points out, our job, as sheep is to be
happy sheep, and we find that happiness in Christ, the Logos – often as we are
led to feed upon and reflect upon His word.
Know that the Lord, he
is God! It is he who made us, and we are
his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. – Psalm 100:3
Psalms 23 (Young’s
Literal Translation)
Jehovah is my shepherd, I do not lack,
In pastures of tender grass He causeth me to lie down,
By quiet waters He doth lead me.
My soul He refresheth,
He leadeth me in paths of righteousness,
For His name's sake,
Also--when I walk in a valley of death-shade,
I fear no evil, for Thou art with me,
Thy rod and Thy staff--they comfort me.
Thou arrangest before me a table,
Over-against my adversaries,
Thou hast anointed with oil my head,
My cup is full!
Only--goodness and kindness pursue me,
All the days of my life,
And my dwelling is in the house of Jehovah,
For a length of days!