Perhaps it may turn out a sang,
Perhaps turn out a sermon.

-- R. Burns Epistle to a Young Friend

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

The Hitcher



They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless.  – Romans 1:29-31


Just as good works are the evidence of faith and love, so works of evil are not the source but the symptoms of a corrupt nature.   Jesus said that from the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks.  Our words and actions are manifestations of the state of our hearts.  Focusing on cleaning up our act can be beneficial, but it does not solve the root problem. 

I often refer to John7:17 where Jesus said:   If anyone's will is to do God's will, he will know whether the teaching is from God or whether I am speaking on my own authority.  There is a difference between merely doing God’s will and having one’s will aligned with God.  When we choose to do God’s will, to be obedient to everything we know about God, by a volitional act, a process of renewal begins.  It is such a radical process that the Lord refers to it as a new kind of birth.  Just as the natural life of a child is likely to involve mistakes, accidents, a series of illnesses, burned fingers, skinned knees, bumps, bruises, maybe even broken bones, the new spiritual life is not without its dangers, difficulties and setbacks.  

My aunt and uncle had ten kids and my uncle believed in everybody working.  We always milked our cows from the right side, just like we always mounted a horse on the left side.  Since there were plenty of kids to go around, my uncle would often have his offspring double-teaming a cow to get done faster.  The kid on the side would milk out the front quarters while another – usually a younger child – would sit behind the cow and milk out the back quarters.  This would, obviously, lead to an interesting situation should the animal decide to eliminate waste during the milking process.  The impending threat was, no doubt, a highly motivating factor for efficient and rapid effort on the part of the child in the rear.  Someone was visiting my uncle at milk-time, and, upon observing one of the boys – my cousin Doc, I think – laboring at a bovine’s rear end, he suggested that in the event of an accident it might be easier to have another child rather than to clean Doc up.  Doc’s still around so I don’t know whether he was usually fast or my uncle was merciful. 

A spiritual failure is not a reason to give up any more than being covered in cow manure or getting the chickenpox is a reason to trade in your kid for a new one.  The problem I keep seeing in Christianity for much of its history is a tendency to “discover” some doctrine, formula, concept, ritual, or whatever that results in a sudden transformation.  If a person is not completely remade and turned into a perfect specimen after being prayed over, baptized in water, sprinkled, fire-baptized, anointed, slain in the Spirit, etc., someone may conclude that the person is “not really saved”.  It’s not at all uncommon for the “failed” Christian to be among those who question his or her salvation.  The reason I know this is because I am, in the view of many, most likely, just such a failure. 

My intention is to do God’s will, and I sometimes get royally and roundly pissed off when I fail.  I don’t think there is anything wrong with that.  I think that is an understandable response to not being able to do something I think I ought to be able to do.   I am fighting an intelligent, stubborn and resourceful enemy – I know him very well.  He is not without his good points, but he has to die nonetheless.  I look at it this way:  Patton was a better warrior in France because he had fought Rommel in North Africa.  Ali was able to beat George Foreman in part because he had fought men like Sonny Liston and Joe Frazier – whether he won or lost those fights. 

If your goal in life is to be nice and to be liked, that’s all well and good.  But if your goal is to be Christ-like, to do God’s will, to be transformed for worlds and wars yet unknown, for eternity, for new heavens and new earths, that’s going to be a challenge.  Do you want to make an good impression on the folks in your Sunday School class or do you want to put down the old man and put on Christ?  Did you ever see the old ‘80s’ movie, The Hitcher?  The old nature may be “dead” or at least, supposedly, rendered inoperable, but, like the Hitcher -- the wicked John Ryder, it keeps popping up on us and doing damage.  My job is to stop my own old man.  It’s not my fault that I got Rutger Hauer while my brother got Shirley Temple or Richard Simmons.    

We can gauge how we are doing by the fruit that is borne in our lives, but the fruit just reveals the root.  We know already that the old nature is corrupted and our battle is to operate out of the new nature.  Falling and failing are not things we brag about, but a loss or a failure is not a reason to surrender.  There is no magic formula for kicking our hitcher out of the car.  We can’t just pass him by and hope for the best because he will just be waiting for us where we lest expect him … on down the road.     

9 comments:

julie said...

This one struck a chord today. Thanks, Mush.

mushroom said...

Thank you.

For me it seems like has been one of those days for about a week.

Rick said...

Good post.
My adopted niece, the one going to medical school in India, we were just talking about this. How we have to live with our sinning selves. I told her it seems to come with the territory. It's like the dark night of the soul but different. Maybe entirely. Does God harden our hearts to the point of failure for some other better success down the road?
Sometimes it seems so easy on paper to be "perfect" and yet the smallest thing I don't do it.
There is that joke, maybe you heard it, it may be true, about the guy who hits a car in a parking lot and he leaves a note on the windshield that says, "everyone thinks I'm leaving my name and phone number."
I cover up my sins or don't talk about them because they are sins to me. Plus, one needs to get through the day and face brand new, like nothing else has happened, all those other tests to do right. These sins probably sound big to you. They are to me. That maybe is what matters or is the point. Jesus might say, "you're worried about that?" Because it sounds like something he would say.
When I say it comes with the territory I mean I think it comes with learning a little more everyday the difference between God's perfection or your garden variety saint if thats easier to imagine (!) in a humbling way and how far from it I am. As you get closer to God (knowing Him) He seems farther from you. You become more aware of the distance. God has a lot of patience (love) for us fallen creatures and by comparison I have so little. His pleas to love my neighbor make more sense each day and with me I dont seem to make any progress.
But this "sense" is still belief in Him that is growing. So maybe that at least is something. That other thief on the cross I have to look up at him.
Anyway, pact:
Don't give up, and I won't.
In one way it is encouraging to know my niece is suffering with us. I was surprised to here it, of all people, I thought. But it's the real deal then too. She is a serious seeker. Christ is with her and she with Him.

julie said...

Rick - yes, to all of that.

Rick said...

Thanks, Julie.
A pact with you too.

John Lien said...

"There is a difference between merely doing God’s will and having one’s will aligned with God. When we choose to do God’s will, to be obedient to everything we know about God, by a volitional act, a process of renewal begins."

Yeah, I like that. As for failures, I think only with God do good intentions count. So a failure may not be as horrible as you think.

I had an insight (maybe) while lifting weights for the umpteenth time. The spiritual journey will always be work. It will never be easy or fun. There will be other rewards but it will always requrie work. God can always add a few more pounds to the bar.

mushroom said...

You got it, Rick. That's the only way I know, just keep going.

Does God harden our hearts to the point of failure for some other better success down the road?

That's a profound point. A small callousness sets us up for a larger holy wounding.

John, that's a a good point, too. I think in the end our natural strength, toughness, and even our cynicism work to like weights to shape and empower the spiritual man.

robinstarfish said...

Rutger - ha. I still have to subject my inner Alex to aversion therapy from time to time. ;-)

mushroom said...

Yep, he's got to be re-averted every so often.

Not necessarily related but something I've always found odd. Alex has a sort of epiphany at the end of Burgess' book. Kubrick worked from the American version that lacked the last chapter so the film ended with him "cured" of his aversion cure and poised to go back to his old ways. But Burgess had him getting married and settling down.