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Showing posts with label wholeness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wholeness. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

The Whole



Steadfast love and faithfulness meet; righteousness and peace kiss each other.  Faithfulness springs up from the ground, and righteousness looks down from the sky.  -- Psalms 85:10-11


 There is always a wholeness to what God does.  It is something we crave.  I have had the experience of being fragmented, of my life having parts that make no sense and do not fit in with the rest of me.  We sometimes have relationships that seem at odds with who we are and where we are going or want to go.  Brokenness can be painful.  We may try on our own to put ourselves back together.  We find something to use for glue, maybe get some directions from another shattered person and attempt to figure out where everything ought to go.  We sometimes end up more than a little dysfunctional as a result. 

 The Lord offers us the wholeness we seek in Christ.  Our brokenness can become a blessing as God takes these useless, hurtful fragments and integrates them through the Cross.  The water and the blood make us pliable again and allow Him to reshape our lives with a new and eternal purpose. 

We become new creations in Christ.  Now we are made right, that is, we are righteous.  Righteousness brings peace.  Peace helps us to maintain our integrity.  We know we are missing something or in danger of again being shattered when we lose that peace. 

The psalmist says that faithfulness springs up from the ground.  God is always faithful on His side, but we can be true as well.  The imagery of a crop coming up from the dust of the earth reflects that faithfulness arising from within us.  It grows from the seed of love the Lord has planted in our hearts. 

Like any plant, our faithfulness will orient toward the light.  Righteousness shines down upon us, and we align ourselves with it.

This is how God means for us to live in relationship with Him.  It is a glimpse of the Kingdom Way, calling us to trust and rest and devotion. 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

The Tragedy of Pride


The couriers went out hurriedly by order of the king, and the decree was issued in Susa the citadel. And the king and Haman sat down to drink, but the city of Susa was thrown into confusion. – Esther 3:15

I am not against people drinking.  I don’t do it because, though I never had any problem with drinking, I did have a bit of a problem with stopping.   That is purely a personal issue, and the fact that I can no longer enjoy something is not a valid reason for others with more solid boundaries to be denied that enjoyment.   Nor is there anything in the Bible prohibiting the moderate use of alcoholic beverages for most people, despite what some groups say.  We don’t want folks to get drunk, but strict prohibitions against wine, beer, and strong drink are left to Islam. 

It is not about drinking, but it is interesting that after a hard twenty minutes of issuing Jew-exterminating executive orders Jarrett and Obama Haman and Ahasuerus – who probably, like Jarrett, spoke Persian – sat down to relax with a couple of drinks.  Meanwhile, all of Washington Susa inside the Beltway citadel was thrown into confusion.   The point is, though, that we can often be led into plans that seem to be the proverbial “good idea at the time”.  Someone presents one side of an argument, as Haman did, and no matter how specious and fantastic it may be, it has a certain appeal to it.  Free money for the treasury almost always gets government’s endorsement. 

Haman devised his plan out of hatred for Mordecai who had done nothing other than wound Haman’s pride.  Haman had risen to a place of power and influence under the king.  He was respected, even feared within the corridors of power, but Mordecai ignored him.  The Jew paid Haman’s approach neither the coin of cringing obeisance nor terrified trepidation.  Despite his otherwise notable successes, Haman was irritated and increasingly disturbed by Mordecai’s attitude.

When we find ourselves becoming distraught by something the first question to ask is why it seems to matter to us.  During an anger management class (hard to imagine me having to take one, right?  … Right?), I was asked exactly this question in response to a question I raised.  Taking it down to the core, we might be surprised to find, as I was, that the answer is all too often our own pride.  Pride, the Bible says, goes before, or perhaps leads to destruction.  This was certainly what happened with Haman. 

Here we see Haman at the apex of his life, sharing a drink in camaraderie with the most powerful individual in the world of that day.  Meanwhile those couriers sent out by his own hand are as seeds scattered upon the wind destined to grow into a harvest of humiliation, loss, and death.  This is a tragedy by the strictest definition.  Unlike MacBeth, Haman did not seek power.  He lacked even the noble delusion of avenging a murder like Hamlet.   Instead he acted out of a petulant pride, an injured arrogance, a wounded self-worth. 

Humility and pride are like two paths up opposite faces of a mountain.  The pathway of pride appears to be the better road at the start, rising quickly to the summit, yet it is treacherous and deceptive especially at the heights.  The way of humility is more winding, longer, less inviting and steeper when we first venture upon it, but this path remains firm and sure under foot and is much easier going as one nears the peak. 

In addition to warning us against pride, the Bible warns us against gloating over the fall of an enemy.  Do not rejoice when your enemy falls, and let not your heart be glad when he stumbles, lest the Lord see it and be displeased, and turn away his anger from him  (Proverbs 24:17-18).  The key to avoiding a tragic turn of events is humility.  Jesus told us that he who humbles himself will be exalted, and Jesus Himself walked in humility, taking the “form of a servant”.

Regarding the humility of Christ, Andrew Murray observes, “His humility was simply the surrender of Himself to God, to allow Him to do in Him what He pleased, whatever men around might say of Him, or do to Him.  This is quite a contrast with Haman and with many of us.  It does seem to matter altogether too much what men say about us or the fact that they would interfere with what we think of as our rights. 

It verges upon unbelief when we find ourselves unwilling to offer an uncomfortable or even an unjust situation to the Lord.  We are apt to think that we must set the thing right ourselves, and sometimes it may be that we have no choice except to act defensively, either in our own behalf or on the part of another.  Still, the best inoculation against the plague of pride may be to refuse to defend against slurs and insults.    Instead we can bow before the Father and offer our hurt feelings, our broken hearts upon the altar, asking, not for vengeance upon those who have wounded us but for healing and strength. 

Our Father delights to put broken hearts back together but only after He fills them first with His love, joy, and peace. 

Thursday, January 26, 2012

The Fringe

When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored to the shore.  And when they got out of the boat, the people immediately recognized him and ran about the whole region and began to bring the sick people on their beds to wherever they heard he was.  And wherever he came, in villages, cities, or countryside, they laid the sick in the marketplaces and implored him that they might touch even the fringe of his garment. And as many as touched it were made well. — Mark 6:53-56

Not too long before this in Mark's narrative, we are told of Jesus returning to His hometown of Nazareth where the people where "offended" by His teaching and authority causing Christ to utter the proverb, "A prophet is not without honor, except in his hometown and among his relatives and in his own household."  Because the Nazarenes refused to believe, Jesus could do no great works among them, though He did lay hands on and heal a few sick folks.  Now the people of Gennesaret were unlikely to be better people than Jesus' kinfolks in Nazareth.  Yet here Christ was sought out, honored, and believed.  As a result, many were delivered and made whole.

It is natural for us to think that God takes care of the good people, and the devil takes the bad.  But, as Jesus pointed out, there is none good but God.  I have met some saintly people, some people who seemed to have transcended all the temptations of the material world, but they are invariably those who have been touched by the Divine.  It is His grace in the life of the broken that brings them to wholeness.  He makes the unrighteous righteous.  After all, it is not the healthy who need a physician but the sick, and the Great Physician can make the sickest well, "...even the one who could not keep himself alive" (Psalm 22:29). 

I am all too aware of my own faults and failures.  Despite doing my best for many years now to follow Christ, I find that I am hardly what I should be.  There remains in me much that is sick.  I have a choice.  I can continue to try to fix it by my own efforts, or I can do as the people of Gennesaret did.  I can run to Christ.  I can lay my troubled soul down in the marketplace, out there for everyone to see, and I can beg Jesus to just pass by so that I might touch the fringe of His flowing grace. 

It's pretty humiliating.  I should have overcome this a long time ago.  I should not be in this state.  But I am.  I can continue to limp along, crippled and tormented, hiding my sickness from the world, maintaining the illusion that all is well.  Or I can admit that I am broken despite all my knowledge and strength and ability.  Perhaps I will even need some help to get where I need to be.  We are often like the paralytic who was carried to Christ by his four friends who, unable to get through the press of the crowd, climbed up on the roof to lower their friend down to Jesus.  It is a good thing there were four of them, for one or two could not have gotten the man lifted up to the roof, nor effectively lowered him into the room where Jesus sat.  That is even more destructive to our pride, to be dependent on the support and prayers of others to get to where we can come in contact with Jesus.

When we are willing to limp or crawl or be carried by our brothers and sisters out into the open, we will be made whole, not because we are deserving, not because we are good, not because we are special, but because we are there — because Jesus sees our faith or the faith of our friends.   His grace flows to us to make us righteous, to fix the broken parts of our lives, to bind up our wounds, to deliver us from bondage. 

But when the goodness and loving kindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.  — Titus 3:4-7