And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. – 1 John 2:17
Monday, April 27, 2015
Got To Go Through the Door
I woke early this morning, and I was praying. That’s what I called it. What I was really doing was worrying over balances in various monetary accounts while bringing to the Lord’s attention that I had been pretty faithful and generous lately in giving to His work. It was as though my words were written on a screen in my head. The word ‘I’ stood out and, though I didn’t see it, I knew there was a question mark by it.
I’ve heard time and again that I am merely a steward. Everything I have, the Lord has given me. I am giving back only that which is His. What do you give the God who has everything? That was part of God’s response, but it went beyond that. Who is this ‘I’? Is it not written that ‘I’ have been crucified with Christ, that ‘I’ no longer live but it is Christ who lives in me?
It’s not just, What have I got to give? But WHO is doing the giving? I’m not giving to God; God wants to give through me. And money or whatever is the least of it. It is being available and yielded to do His will.
Mostly, in my case, I think it is getting my arguments, reasonings, rationalizations, and desires out of the way to clear the channel for God’s blessings to flow. Why should I worry and stress about things when it is clear that God is the One moving and working and doing all this? I know already from experience, some of which I know I have related, that the Lord has never put me in hole He didn’t already have a plan to get me out of. He has put me in some tight spots. They seemed that way to me going in. In reality they were simply narrow doorways opening into new broader vistas.
There is a narrow way we have to pass through. The will of God can be an extremely strait, restrictive passage, but it is a passage to something. It’s not a place where we will have to live. We are going to live where this tight, constraining corridor takes us. We’ll have plenty of room there -- until we come to the next doorway, and there will be another.
What we learn in passing through the strait gates of God’s will is how worldly accretions have built up on us, like barnacles on a ship’s hull. It all has to be scraped off now and then. There are some things we have to leave behind when passing through the narrow way, and we are better for it.